Learn to enjoy every minute, second, nanosecond of your life. Be happy now and tomorrow. Don't wait for something outside of yourself to make you happy in the future. The future may never get here. Think how really precious the time you have to spend, whether it's at work or with your family or your friends. "Live life so complete that when death comes to you like a thief in the night, there will be nothing for him to steal". Because your life was yours from the beginning till' the end. Sometimes you need to take control. You have to over power your weakness, break that wall, and show yourself your capable of anything. Even if it drains you, even if it takes months or years, it's all worth it in the end. Control what your capable of controlling, let go of the things that are out of your reach, and forgive yourself before forgiving someone else.
Whew! I feel better! Have a blessed Monday. Peace.