Day 18

April 21, 2011

Biggest insecurity


It took me a long time to come up with this answer but I had a little help from my best friend. I couldn't come up with anything on my own. As we text one another back and forth, I realized that my only insecurity is ASSUMING shit. I run up to conclusions to quickly. And that's a horrible default. It can be a  huge misunderstanding or a simple "No No" from my behalf. Either way I assume what I please and I run with it. The majority of the time I'm correct, my gut feeling is never wrong. But when I am wrong I feel extremely shitty about it. But by that time it's a little too late. I'm not a jealous person, only if you give me a million reasons I'll probably wild out. For example, if I see that your texting some random girl whom I never met, and that means never ever brought up to my attention, and you go to extremes to hide this from me. I'll assume there's more than just friendship involved. I just learned that being honest is keen in a relationship. The smallest things can do the most damage. Just keep it 100th and I'll do the same. Honesty for honesty. You can't go wrong that way. Peace.

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