I’m not God, I can’t change anything in my past nor do I wish
to do so. I’m a firm believer that things do occur for a reason. However there
are certain things in my reach that I can change, and determination is the main
concept. There are people I miss and pray nightly that they werre still part of my world, people that
have past away, my bestest friend Anthony Joseph Stroud, who sits in heaven I’m
sure. His life was taken away too soon, but God has plans of his own. Then
there’s timing. Sometimes the timing is completely off. It doesn’t mean I would
change a single thing, I’d just hope for a more convenient time frame.
Convenience? Please, no such thing. Then there’s change within. But a person
has to have a tiny bit of self assurance to change what they most dislike about
their self’s. And it has to be a revelation they encounter on there own. I’m
ranting on about things that I wish were still here, or
somewhere else in my timeline, but I don’t wish on change. It’s the perception
of the butterfly affect that scares the living crap out of me. Everything
affects everything. Why mess with God’s blueprints on life? No thank you. Peace.
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