Solitude

April 27, 2011

I'm too lazy to go find the connection of this laptop so anytime now my computer is going to shut down. 9% of battery left. I'm typing extra fast. A rapid raptor in some way. Well, lately I've been avoiding my cell phone. I go to soccer practice and I don't even take it with me. I leave it at home. I reply with short text messages or I simply don't reply at all. I just don't feel like interacting with anyone. I'm not gnashing my teeth at anyone nor am I sad. I'm a Cancer (astrology sign) for a reason. We come in and go into our shell for our very own accommodation. I just want to crawl into my hole and shut the world out for a while. You all know the feeling I'm sure. It just bites the dust seeing my friends reach out to me and I have no personal interest on there problems. I don't want them to take it personal but lets face it, that's pretty fucked up from my part. I can't help it though!!! It's just one of those days, months. Wake up, drop off Damian at school, drive to work, WORK, clock out at 5PM, join maniacs on the streets once again, eat, shit, exercise (P90X), shower the 6 yr old, shower myself, put the tiny man to sleep, read my book, and then knock the fuck out. I like my usual. I hope I start missing my friends soon or else my next post will be on how friendless I am. Well the battery icon is flashing non-stop now, like one of those broken motel signs on the side of the road. It's annoying the shit out of me. Peace.

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