& I try to let it go but you're like an old tune that settles my blues when I'm down & out. I can never get enough of you. & even when I sleep you're substantially present. My dreams wouldn't be dreams if you weren't in them. You are everything & more. More & everything of what I don't need. My mind & heart are never in correspondence. They contradict each other more often than never. Set me free. Let me be.