One day, you'll look back at it and just laugh at yourself for being so doltish. How inane of you to think that you should've done things differently to make that relationship work, how foolish of you to believe that everything was your fault. You were somehow convinced on their notion that it was your fault and that it was in your power to keep that relationship together. You were all the gadgets that made the clock tick and they were simply a waste of your time.
One day will come. . . not tomorrow nor the day after. . but one day. Stay strong my friend.