Thursday, April 21, 2011

Day 18

Biggest insecurity


It took me a long time to come up with this answer but I had a little help from my best friend. I couldn't come up with anything on my own. As we text one another back and forth, I realized that my only insecurity is ASSUMING shit. I run up to conclusions to quickly. And that's a horrible default. It can be a  huge misunderstanding or a simple "No No" from my behalf. Either way I assume what I please and I run with it. The majority of the time I'm correct, my gut feeling is never wrong. But when I am wrong I feel extremely shitty about it. But by that time it's a little too late. I'm not a jealous person, only if you give me a million reasons I'll probably wild out. For example, if I see that your texting some random girl whom I never met, and that means never ever brought up to my attention, and you go to extremes to hide this from me. I'll assume there's more than just friendship involved. I just learned that being honest is keen in a relationship. The smallest things can do the most damage. Just keep it 100th and I'll do the same. Honesty for honesty. You can't go wrong that way. Peace.


Carmen Lee said...

The sin of presumption.

I hate that fact about me also. I jump into conclusions and assume the worst in everything. I have a hard time trusting people, I always have my guard up. & about the jealous thing, your soo right, its the same thing with me, if you give us reasons to be jealous about something, HELLO it's only natural to feel that way. Honesty is the best way to go, ALL THE TIME!

Sometimes I let my mind win to many battles, I just take it one day at a time, and I try not to analyze everything so much anymore. :) It's a work in progress.

Perla, I think were like this because were cancers lol, damn it!!!

Ha but on a good note! You look absolutely amazing!

Anonymous said...

I love your blog!!

PQT said...

Yeah, Cancer's are insasne beings Ha. Thank you for commenting Carmen :p

Thank you so much Stephanie & thanks for following, I started following you as well. A favor for a favor. Enjoy :D