Tuesday, January 22, 2013


I'm sure if I gave him my time of day, I'd be much happier. I just don't know how to be with one person anymore. And you can interpret that in any way you want. It makes me feel restrained and unwilling. And my heart is never in it anymore. I feel smothered and a part of me does want that but the other part prefers my friends and pure careless-ness. It's a conflict. And I avoid conflicts the same way I avoid tolls and clowns.

I put too much thought into it. I can never go with the flow. Maybe it's because I'm a woman and women are much more sensitive to these sort of things. I'm unsure.

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