Monday, January 5, 2015

Good Bye

lately, my days seem a little bit brighter
the dark cloud that hovered over me is gone
yet i still feel it all
i feel the sun's warmth and winters cold all at once
i took him a bite size christmas tree, with a few ornaments, the other day 
i sat next to his grave and gazed at the dark sky 
but i didn't let the darkness in
not this time at least
i sat there in silence
not thinking at all
no thoughts whatsoever
and it frightened me in a way
i don't ever want to let go
but i do not need to find closure within
like he says, all in good time

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