Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Another Year Without Him

3 Years

I cried all the way home
& I fueled my sadness with music
For a few minutes
I let go of everything I was holding in
& it felt damn good
I go days, sometimes weeks without thinking of you
I numb the pain
& keep you in that place in my head
where I don't want to be reminded of you

but the agony and misery
always finds its way back
& I'm back to square one
But these feelings
Keep you alive in my memory
It makes it more real
It happened
You were here
Your love was real
It keeps me grounded

I love you and I miss you Dad


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